Tuesday, February 26, 2008

it must be summer time

something feels great
things feel swell
i can't explain it
maybe i can
everything shimmers
everything glistens
it must be
summer time
in this bedroom
which i write from
spring must have
gotten a head start
today
the groundhog
missed his shadow
my body changes with
the seasons
i feel completely different
when in the summer time
as opposed to
the winter
i suddenly
feel like
i am in
the summer time
these moments
must give us
hope
faith

i am
smitten
with our summer time

"truly this is what heaven must feel like!"
-SA

Friday, February 15, 2008

The day the world went flat and bankrupt

If i had a penny
for every time
i missed you
the world
would go
bankrupt

if i had a mountain
for every time
i wanted
to kiss
you
the
world
would go
flat.

it was yesterday
when i realized
that i had all the
pennies and
mountains
for missing
you
and wanting
to kiss you
they were some
nice pennies
and mountains.
but it was nothing
without you to
enjoy it
with me

if you
could ever
know how much
i love you
how i would
never try
to be
selfish
to be distant
to leave you
with some
great task
as i take a
field day
if i had looked
at it through
your eyes
i suppose
i'd feel your
feelings.
so i apologize
if i had looked
at it through
your eyes
i would have...
i would have..
...well...
if, through your eyes,
the world looks as
beatiful as you do
i'd look through
your eyes anyday

but looking into them is
just fine for now.
i love you
happy valentines day

Thursday, February 7, 2008

my lightning

a king once wrote
"many women do
noble things
but you
surpass
them
all"

i love you
yet i'm
so
frustrated
with myself
i havent
the words
the songs
enough
to be able
to express it.

but today the
weather was
so warm
and if i could
compare
how i feel
to anything
it's the perfect weather
we had today
when we were together
it was so warm
and if you are
ever in
february
and wondering
how much i love you
think of today
the warmth
and thats how
i feel when we
are together
and if you want
to know how i feel
when we aren't
together...
look outside
and take notice
of the thunderstorm
and rain
and know as you're
looking outside
i am also
gazing
out my window

you are my
lightning
out in the
distance

i love you so much